Update:
Well things seem to be good at the moment, days are going quick and i really need to open photoshop and do this piece i got in my mind.
*get over the fear*
I have left school 1 year early, yeah its stupid but that sets me apart.
I'm enrolled at Natcoll to do a course there to get me back into the photoshop groove then after that 15 week course I'm into a diploma of graphic design at the same place ... next year and a half set.
I also need to save alot of money for the things i want, to see the people i want to see .... you know who you are
lifes steady and going pretty well which is good, works alright to, enjoying my job still,